Geese and Gingerbread

“She sang to the geese as she washed clothes in the river or gathered mint leaves for the witch’s baking.”

by Mary E. Lowd

Originally published in Fantasia Divinity Magazine, January 2018

A hundred-some baby geese wandered through the field of mint.  Shanna watched them from the river’s edge where she was busy washing the kitchen rags and tablecloths.  She’d heard stories about geese who laid golden eggs and brothers transformed into swans, but she had no brothers who’d gone missing, and when she finished with the washing, she found no glints of gold hidden in the mint.  Only a smooth, round stone that felt nice in her hand, so she slipped it into her pocket. Continue reading “Geese and Gingerbread”

Memory Sprites

by Mary E. Lowd

Originally published in Fantasia Divinity Magazine, Issue 5, December 2016

“Phyllis hands one mug to me and keeps one. She pours the third onto the fire, and the hot chocolate explodes in a cloud of steam.”

Camping with my sister Phyllis feels like a cargo cult.  If she hikes into Uncle Mark’s forest, stakes out a tent in the dirt, cooks instant stuffing on a propane stove, and toasts hot dogs on sticks, then she believes the happiness of childhood will come flooding back.  But all I see is a sadly empty camp site.  There are no cousins climbing trees, rock-hopping across the river, or searching for frogs — they’re all grown up and scattered across the country.  Hell, Erika lives in Australia.  Instead of aunts and uncles laughing over a lively game of Brain-Dead Bridge around the campfire, it’s just me, Phyllis, and her travel backgammon set. Continue reading “Memory Sprites”

Missing: Friendly Spook

by Mary E. Lowd

Originally published in Fantasia Divinity, Issue 9, April 2017

“At night, I wander the neighborhood, watching for feline-shaped shimmers and am disappointed every time I see one, only to realize the shadowy figure is opaque, solid, alive.”

I wake up in a cold sweat, but nothing is wrong.  There is no supernatural wailing; no undead yowling; no eerie scratching at my door.  Not even an unsettling purr.  All is silence.  As it has been, for the last several nights.  I wrack my memory, but I can’t recall how long it’s been since I heard Cassie, carousing in the dark, haunting my house and keeping me awake. Continue reading “Missing: Friendly Spook”

Shreddy and the Silver Egg

by Mary E. Lowd

Originally published in Tales from the Guild: Music to Your Ears, September 2014

“…he, of course, would not care for the baby that hatched from this egg. No, he would eat it!”

There is nothing better than a patch of early evening sunlight, especially with the quiet strains of an opera playing on the Red-Haired Woman’s television in the other room.  There is nothing worse than watching an uncouth dog, lolling unappreciatively, in the single square of sun left on the kitchen floor, insensible to both the golden warmth and the soft singing in the distance.

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The Snake’s Song: Chapter One

by Mary E. Lowd

Excerpt from The Snake’s Song: A Labyrinth of Souls Novel, published by ShadowSpinners Press, March 2018

The snake sang.

The snake sang and mice knew better than to listen.

Mice and rats and songbirds and frogs — none of them listened to snakes.  Songbirds and frogs sang their own songs; mice and rats told stories.  None of them listened to snakes.

And neither did squirrels.

But one day, a gray squirrel named Witch-Hazel stopped to listen to a soft hissing carried on the wind, a susurrus coming from a tunnel, hidden beneath a bush.  With melancholy sighs and mesmerizing murmurs, the hissing voice sang a song of days gone by, days long ago when the earth and sky and underground were bound together with a river that flowed in endless, looping circles; tree branches embraced the heavens, and tree roots held the depths in their woody arms; and all the creatures of Earth could make a pilgrimage into the sky to meet the All-Being who had created every animal.

“What happened?” Witch-Hazel chittered, her voice small and filled with wonder.  She had never heard any story or song like this one before.  Squirrel stories were about storing nuts for the winter, finding buried treasure that you’d forgotten, and squabbles over who got to live in the best branches.  They were small.  This song was the size of the entire world.

From the darkness under the leafy boughs of the bush, the whispering song answered:  “The world cracked.”

Witch-Hazel chittered in alarm, as if the world were cracking now beneath her fuzzy feet.  Her bushy tail quivered, and she felt the need to dart up a tree and hide in the highest branch.  But she didn’t follow her instinct.  The story had her hypnotized, and she barely flinched when she saw the twin pools of gold resolve in the dark of the bush.

Snake eyes.  Staring at her.  Unblinking.

“The world cracked, and we are all shattered fragments, a poor broken reflection of the All-Being who created us.”

“Tell me about the All-Being,” Witch-Hazel asked breathlessly.

“The All-Being is why birds can fly, fish breathe water, beavers are builders, and bees can turn pollen into honey.  Each of them reflects the glory of the All-Being.”

Witch-Hazel wondered how she reflected the All-Being’s glory.  “How about squirrels?” she asked.

The golden pools withdrew, deeper into the leafy darkness of the bush, and the hissing voice drew in a sharp breath.  “Squirrels can find lost treasure.”

Witch-Hazel was disappointed.  She remembered with shame the shining trove of chestnuts she’d buried last autumn.  She’d searched for them all winter, digging under every tree root that bumped out of the ground just-so, but none of them had been the right root on the right tree.  Her sisters and brothers had shared their troves with her, keeping her fed through the bitter cold months.

Witch-Hazel was not good at finding things.

“I’m a poor reflection of the All-Being then,” Witch-Hazel said, grabbing her bushy tail and grooming it for comfort.

“Maybe you’re not good at finding things that don’t matter,” the voice hissed.

Witch-Hazel was doubtful.  Those gleaming meaty chestnuts would have made the winter much easier.  They had mattered to her.  Still she wondered what exactly the hissing voice meant.  “What kind of treasure would matter?”

“The Celestial Fragments.”  After those three words, the voice stopped like a sudden cessation of wind, and the stillness that followed was unsettling.

Witch-Hazel had an eerie sense that she’d heard those words before.  She reached deep into her memory, and the phrase recalled a sensation of dry grass, crumpled leaves, and the flavor of mother’s milk.  She’d heard those words when she was a tiny kitten, she realized, tucked safely inside her mother’s nest, still nursing with her littermates.  The Celestial Fragments were part of a fairy tale told to kittens.

“You’ve heard of them?” the snake hissed.  Its voice had lost some of its power.

“Yes,” Witch-Hazel agreed, backing away from the bush, realizing that she’d been falling under a snake’s spell.  “The Sun Shard, the Star Sliver, and the Moon Opal.”  She glanced toward the nearest tree, readying to dart away, but not wanting the snake to suspect she’d escaped its thrall.  So she kept talking, “One grants strength, another endless breath, and the third flight — but they’re nothing more than a fairy story for kittens.”

“Are they?” the snake hissed, withdrawing deeper into the bush, either giving Witch-Hazel space to feel comfortable or preparing to strike.  The gold pools of its eyes disappeared into the mottled darkness of the leaves.  “Strength, flight, and endless breath are traits of the All-Being; they are also the traits you would need to find the All-Being.”

Against her better judgement, Witch-Hazel asked, “Where is the All-Being?”

“High in the sky,” the snake answered.  “Deep in the blue ocean above us that was left behind when the rivers that once encircled the world dried up.”

“Why don’t the birds sing of the All-Being then?” Witch-Hazel asked.  “Surely, they know everything in the sky.”

“They cannot fly high enough,” the snake hissed from the darkness.  “And even if they could, the birds couldn’t breathe up there in the sky-ocean.  It would take the strength of a bear, the wings of a bird, and the endless breath of a fish to reach the All-Being.”  With a final teasing, hissing sigh it said, “The Celestial Fragments are down here.  You could find them.”

Then the snake was gone.

But the ideas it had left in Witch-Hazel’s head were not.  They lingered between her tufted ears.  They wouldn’t go away.  They haunted her, possessing the little squirrel with an enchanting image:  she would find the Celestial Fragments; she would take on their powerful aspects; she would meet the All-Being and look upon the creator of all creation.

Something deep in her soul was soothed by the image of herself staring the All-Being in the eye.  She saw all the aspects of the animals in this world pulled together in one remarkable creature and understood the way that she, herself, fit into the entirety of creation, represented in one being.

Witch-Hazel pictured a creature with one bat wing and one sparrow wing; a green cat eye and a yellow coyote eye; a long rabbit ear and a round mouse ear; a deer antler and an antelope horn; a hoofed foreleg and a webbed paw; a mountain lion’s golden haunches and a squirrel’s silver tail — because no creature on Earth has a tail more beautiful than a squirrel.

The little squirrel stared at the bush until she could almost make out the shape of the All-Being in its mottled leaves as they swayed in a light evening breeze.  The air swept coolly across her own fur, and Witch-Hazel was startled to realize the day was almost over.  She’d spent hours under the snake’s spell.  And she wasn’t sure she’d truly recovered from it.

She didn’t know if she ever would.

That night, Witch-Hazel slept in her poorly made nest of leaves in the crook of a branch in her favorite oak tree.  Her brothers’ and sisters’ nests were warm and cozy at night; they knew how to weave dried grasses, leaves, and twigs together into the walls of a comfortable home.  Somehow, the leaves in Witch-Hazel’s nest never behaved so well — the leaves crumbled, twigs broke, and the whole thing flew apart whenever there was the slightest wind.  She wasn’t very good at being a squirrel.

But she might make a good adventurer.

She wanted to find the Celestial Fragments.

In her nest that night, Witch-Hazel felt the empty space all around her.  The air flowed around her branch like the rivers the snake told her had once encircled the under-earth and sky.  She wanted to travel those rivers.

The next morning, Witch-Hazel made her decision.  Whatever treasures could be found beneath the earth, she intended to find them.  But first, she needed to prepare.

So Witch-Hazel dug up the only stash she could find — a clutch of black walnuts that she’d stolen from a brother and hidden in a crocus bed only a week before; then she dug up the crocus bulbs and the bulbs of a few early tulips.  They were easy to find, pointed to by their tender green shoots.  Witch-Hazel packed the bulbs and walnuts in a knapsack along with a blue winter coat her mother had crocheted and a few leaves from one of her namesake bushes — witch-hazel leaves were a useful medicine.  Then she swiped a flask of pear cider from her biggest sister’s nest — her sister wouldn’t mind — and stuffed that in the knapsack too.

Finally, Witch-Hazel left a note in her own nest for her sisters and brothers, in case they came looking for her:  “Gone adventuring.  Don’t worry.  — Witch-Hazel”

They wouldn’t come looking.  They wouldn’t worry.  They’d simply be glad she’d stopped mooching off of their winter stores and asking to squeeze into their nests on the coldest nights.  Still, just in case, she left the note.  It was what her mother would want her to do.

With serious doubts regarding her own sanity, Witch-Hazel slung the knapsack over her back and headed for the snake’s bush.  In all likelihood, there was nothing beneath the bush but the snake’s den.  And the snake.  Possibly a hungry snake.

Witch-Hazel needed to arm herself.

The little squirrel skittered through the grove of oak and elm trees, making her way toward the sprawling firethorn bush.  In the autumn, the emerald bush would burst forth with brilliant red berries.  The berries were bitter and always hurt Witch-Hazel’s stomach, but they were plentiful.  Better than a hungry night.  Right now, though, the firethorn bush was covered in sprays of white flowers.  And thorns.

Witch-Hazel broke off two long thorns and tucked them into a woven-grass belt she wore.  Now she was armed with wooden swords longer and sharper than the snake’s fangs.  The swords made her feel safe.  Although she knew it was sheer craziness to enter a snake’s den, she also felt it would be crazy to continue living her quiet life of petty frustrations, hiding nuts and losing them, when there was a chance she could discover the lost Celestial Fragments beneath the Earth.

Witch-Hazel made it to the snake’s bush and entered the leafy darkness with both firethorns drawn.  Her paws quivered, and her tail twitched nervously.  Yet she felt like the Sun Shard, Star Sliver, and Moon Opal were calling to her.  She could hear them singing her name, begging for her to find them.

Witch-Hazel squeezed into the small round hole under the bush.  She’d never entered a snake’s lair before.  To her knowledge, no squirrel ever had.  Once she was inside, the hole opened up into a passage large enough for her to walk upright.  She kept her firethorns in front of her.

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by Mary E. Lowd

Originally published in Untied Shoelaces of the Mind, Issue #9, May 2014

“Whimpering on the snow-covered ground, Darkfoot expected the moose’s giant hooves to trample him.”

A shadow of antlers stretched ominously over the snow.  Darkfoot crouched behind a fallen log.  White flakes tickled his muzzle, but he dared not shake them off.  With its long legs, the moose could easily outrun a young wolf like him.  Or kick him in the skull.

If Darkfoot downed a moose alone, though, then his pack would never mock him again.

Giant hooves clomped into view.  Legs like four-year-old elm trees bent and passed before him.  Darkfoot sprang at the moose from behind, aiming for its massive neck.  The moose turned, and its brown-furred head, nearly the size of Darkfoot’s whole body, swung at him.  Knocked him from the air.  Destroyed his plans to prove himself.

Whimpering on the snow-covered ground, Darkfoot expected the moose’s giant hooves to trample him.  Instead, he felt the dull, stabbing pain of a leaf-eater’s teeth on his flank.  Panicked, pained, and confused, Darkfoot lost consciousness.

* * *

He awoke covered in snow, under the dull glow of the winter moon.  His pack mates nosed him gently, rousing him to get up.  He could see the laughter in their eyes.  He’d taken on a full grown moose and lost.  He’d taken on a moose alone.  He was a fool like they’d always thought he was.

Darkfoot tried his paws and found they held his weight, though his side throbbed in pain.  A crescent of tooth marks marred his flank, angry with blood.  He licked his fur clean.  Then, dejected and limping, Darkfoot followed his pack mates home.

* * *

Night after night, Darkfoot stayed home to heal while his friends, his brothers and sisters, went on the hunt.  The pain in his flank ebbed, but the crescent scar remained.  It marked him as separate from the others, a badge of his lunacy.

As the winter moon waned, Darkfoot grew increasingly solitary and strange.  His pack mates brought back food for him from their kills, but he barely ate.

On the night of the new moon, his pack downed a moose.  The flesh tasted wrong on his tongue.  The flavor lingered like guilt over a broken taboo.  From that day on, Darkfoot wouldn’t eat meat at all.  Instead, he munched on the winter berries down by the river and, stranger still, gnawed on the twiggy branches of young oak trees and the fallen needles of pine.  His pack thought he would surely starve.

Darkfoot, however, felt a new strength growing inside him and found new comfort in his solitude.  His legs felt long and powerful; his shoulders broad and heavy; and a sense of majesty filled him at the slightest turning of his head.  His pack saw a mangy, sickly wolf.  Darkfoot knew better.  Darkfoot saw the shadow of what he was becoming stretched across the snow before him.

Darkfoot saw the shadow of antlers.

Feral Unicorn

“The snowy whiteness of his fur and the pearlescent shine of his horn bespoke purity, but I could swear the bastard was glaring at me.”

by Mary E. Lowd

Originally published in Luna Station Quarterly, December 2015

As I brought the mug of fresh-brewed coffee to my lips, the steaming liquid froze solid.  Startled by the sudden coldness in my hand, I dropped the mug.  The handle broke off when it hit the linoleum floor.  To make matters worse, the magic wore off almost instantly, and the mug-shaped block of coffee-ice promptly melted, puddling on the floor. Continue reading “Feral Unicorn”

Hot Chocolate for the Unicorn

by Mary E. Lowd
Originally published in Untied Shoelaces of the Mind, March 2012

“The Unicorn shuffles his hooves in restless excitement as I open the cupboard with the mugs.”

The curved neck and stretched wings of the black Dragon dwarf the figure of the doe-like white Unicorn.  They make an unlikely picture behind the glass panel and aluminum frame of my sliding glass kitchen door.  As always, quite the sight to see.  I ask them in.

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Gerty and the Doesn’t-Smell-Like-a-Melon

“It was oblong-round and green with paler green stripes: it looked like a melon. But… She sniffed all around it. And, then, she sniffed all around it again. It did not smell like a melon.”

by Mary E. Lowd

Originally published in Golden Visions Magazine, October 2010

Gerty had been snuffle-snorting about the melon patches all morning.  She was looking for little people to play with, but all the bugs and mice seemed to be hiding today.  Dormancy was in the air.

She tried asking a bird to play with her, but it was so high in the branches of the karillow tree that she had to shout at it.  And the master scolded her for barking.  The bird flew away anyway.  They always did.

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The Wharf Cat’s Mermaid

by Mary E. Lowd

Originally published in ROAR Volume 5, July 2014

“If Mari had been a less patient kitten, she might have failed. As it was, the race between her slowly growing skills and her rapidly growing hunger was a close call.”

The scraggly white kitten crouched, trembling, behind the crates of fish.  The smell was thick, but the scraps were thin.  She’d been skittering from one stall to the next at Fisherman’s Wharf all day, mewing for bits to eat.  Few of the vendors favored her with more than a glance.  One had chased her off with a broom. Continue reading “The Wharf Cat’s Mermaid”