Voyage of the Wanderlust – Chapter 13: Moving On and Mourning

by Mary E. Lowd

An excerpt from Voyage of the Wanderlust.  If you’d prefer, you can start with Chapter 1, return to the previous chapter, or skip ahead.


“Howls died off one by one as officers ran out of breath, until only Ensign Diaz’s voice still rose like a primal cry of pain, echoing throughout the ship.”

“Um… Captain,” Lt. Lee woofed hesitantly.  “You do realize that the… uh… intergalactic spaceship is in the wrong direction from us.  Away from home.  And traveling farther away every minute.”  The young Papillon might be out of his depth, but he knew what he was clinging to.  Home.  He wanted The Wanderlust to make it home.  Fast and soon. Continue reading “Voyage of the Wanderlust – Chapter 13: Moving On and Mourning”

Voyage of the Wanderlust – Chapter 12: Fungal Surprises

by Mary E. Lowd

An excerpt from Voyage of the Wanderlust.  If you’d prefer, you can start with Chapter 1, return to the previous chapter, or skip ahead.


“I am a physical manifestation of The Wanderlust’s onboard AI,” the toadstool answered mushily…

With some degree of trepidation, Captain Carroway led her new first officer and most worrisomely dissatisfied officer off of the bridge towards The Wanderlust’s multi-purpose room.  When they arrived, she announced, “I’m going to synthesize a cup of coffee.  Does anyone else want something?”

Ensign Diaz narrowed her eyes but didn’t say anything.  Commander Chestnut asked for a cup of eucalyptus tea sweetened with honey.  Captain Carroway made a point of taking extra long fetching the coffee and tea from the synthesizer so that Chestnut and Diaz would have a moment to talk as they settled at a table on the opposite side of the room. Continue reading “Voyage of the Wanderlust – Chapter 12: Fungal Surprises”

Voyage of the Wanderlust – Chapter 11: Briefing the Crew

by Mary E. Lowd

An excerpt from Voyage of the Wanderlust.  If you’d prefer, you can start with Chapter 1, return to the previous chapter, or skip ahead.


“She’d wrapped her wing-like arms around the pot like the tree growing from it was the most precious object in the entire universe.”

In order to address the full crew as much as possible at one time, Captain Carroway led the way to the shielded barracks door with Commander Chestnut following her.  The squirrel looked noticeably curious about how the Norwegian Forest cat would handle this.

Captain Carroway placed a paw on the control panel beside the door, causing it to slide open, still shielded by shimmering quantum energy.  Standing in front of the opened, shielded door, the Norwegian Forest cat tapped her paw against the comm-pin on the breast of her uniform, opening a communications channel to the bridge of The Wanderlust.  Continue reading “Voyage of the Wanderlust – Chapter 11: Briefing the Crew”

Voyage of the Wanderlust – Chapter 10: Wearing a New Uniform

by Mary E. Lowd

An excerpt from Voyage of the Wanderlust.  If you’d prefer, you can start with Chapter 1, return to the previous chapter, or skip ahead.


“How do you know I won’t fight you at every turn, undermining your authority in front of our crew?”

Only a few days ago, Janessa Carroway had despaired of ever reaching the rank of captain.  Her canine superior officer had been holding her back, and there’d been nothing she could do about it.  She’d thought she would never have her own ship or crew, and the weight of her desire for that leadership role had felt like it would crush her.  She had craved captaincy like a newborn kitten craves milk. Continue reading “Voyage of the Wanderlust – Chapter 10: Wearing a New Uniform”

Voyage of the Wanderlust – Chapter 9: A Delicate Conversation to Navigate

by Mary E. Lowd

An excerpt from Voyage of the Wanderlust.  If you’d prefer, you can start with Chapter 1, return to the previous chapter, or skip ahead.


“Maybe he was secretly planning rebellion and mutiny… but she didn’t think so.”

Captain Carroway entered her quarters to find the golden-mantled squirrel captain carefully examining a framed piece of art on the interior wall.  It was a painting of the ship itself, The Wanderlust, flying through a swirling nebula — one that was much more colorful, bright, and appealing than the Dirt Cloud.  It was an utterly generic work of art.  The kind that starship designers put in a captain’s quarters before the actual captain comes aboard and personalizes their space. Continue reading “Voyage of the Wanderlust – Chapter 9: A Delicate Conversation to Navigate”

Voyage of the Wanderlust – Chapter 8: Two Crews on One Ship

by Mary E. Lowd

An excerpt from Voyage of the Wanderlust.  If you’d prefer, you can start with Chapter 1, return to the previous chapter, or skip ahead.


“You didn’t have to disable our weapons and lock us in,” a canine woman growled…

Captain Carroway could not have been more surprised when the face that appeared on The Wanderlust’s viewscreen was the very familiar golden-furred face of Captain Chestnut.  “What the hell?” she spat.  “We watched your ship explode!”

“And I felt it explode,” Captain Chestnut said, shuddering.  The reptile-bird behind him had a haunted look in her eyes, and Captain Carroway noticed that the other Anti-Ra officers — the Morphican and other squirrel — were no longer on the ship’s bridge. Continue reading “Voyage of the Wanderlust – Chapter 8: Two Crews on One Ship”

Voyage of the Wanderlust – Chapter 7: The Chosen Thread Snaps Into Place

by Mary E. Lowd

An excerpt from Voyage of the Wanderlust.  If you’d prefer, you can start with Chapter 1, return to the previous chapter, or skip ahead.


“He was staring at the viewscreen like it would swallow him up, and he wasn’t wrong.”

Every muscle in Captain Carroway’s body clenched as she watched the white dwarf on the viewscreen — the vacuum bomb was still careening toward it, and if she hoped fervently enough, she could imagine the white dwarf was already shrinking.  They were already flying away from it.  They were going to escape.  Maybe, just maybe, they were going to escape.

“Captain?” Ensign Lee woofed tentatively. Continue reading “Voyage of the Wanderlust – Chapter 7: The Chosen Thread Snaps Into Place”

Voyage of the Wanderlust – Chapter 6: Protein Bars and Cups of Coffee

by Mary E. Lowd

An excerpt from Voyage of the Wanderlust.  If you’d prefer, you can start with Chapter 1, return to the previous chapter, or skip ahead.


Instinctively, Captain Carroway muttered under her breath, wishing on the star like she would have as a kitten: “Live, please, let us live.”

The closer The Wanderlust got to the Dirt Cloud, the more of the starry sky it blotted out on the viewscreen wrapped around the front half of the bridge.  By midday, crenellated clouds in shades of dark purple and muddy orange filled their entire view.  No stars at all.  Even the white dwarf that was their target, deep in the middle of the nebula, was completely hidden by the clouds of thick, dark dust. Continue reading “Voyage of the Wanderlust – Chapter 6: Protein Bars and Cups of Coffee”

Voyage of the Wanderlust – Chapter 5: A Minimal Crew

by Mary E. Lowd

An excerpt from Voyage of the Wanderlust.  If you’d prefer, you can start with Chapter 1, return to the previous chapter, or skip ahead.


“He was flying a ship again — the thing he’d been born to do, and something he hadn’t been allowed to do in three years.”

Captain Carroway slept fitfully that night.  It was her first night as a captain, her first night sleeping in captain’s quarters, but her dreams were haunted by the faces of the officers she hadn’t met and intended to dismiss as soon as she did meet them.  All night, her sleeping mind struggled with the tasks that lay ahead of her, as if by focusing hard enough, she could work her way through them in her dreams and complete the suicide mission inside her own mind, where no one could really die, because nothing was real. Continue reading “Voyage of the Wanderlust – Chapter 5: A Minimal Crew”

Voyage of the Wanderlust – Chapter 4: The Fate of Barry Lee

by Mary E. Lowd

An excerpt from Voyage of the Wanderlust.  If you’d prefer, you can start with Chapter 1, return to the previous chapter, or skip ahead.


“If it weren’t for the looming specter of her suicide mission, Carroway would have had a lovely time chatting with the pretty little squirrel doctor.”

“Are you sure?” Captain Carroway asked, already feeling hollow inside.  The Norwegian Forest cat wanted her Morphican first officer to say he wasn’t sure, that he might be wrong.  But he wouldn’t say that.  And she didn’t doubt him.  So, Carroway asked another question, instead of waiting for a confirmation she didn’t need and wouldn’t like hearing.  “How?  And why didn’t that bastard just say so?” Continue reading “Voyage of the Wanderlust – Chapter 4: The Fate of Barry Lee”